Beautiful Losers

Tumblr.

I can’t decided if this is a good thing or a bad thing….My conclusion since last being on here is bad. Most definitely bad. Looking back on it I’m going to get a blog :)

Posted 4 months ago

Few days away were AWESOMEEEEEE XD

Posted 8 months ago

This upsets me :(

(Source: alter-natives)

Reblogged 8 months ago from alter-natives

8 notes

Friendships

It seems to have clicked for other people…..The fact that I’m going a long way away.

The past few months I’ve been so SO excited, I haven’t been thinking about the downsides. This week my friends have proven how much they will miss me. I never really considered this before, I just assumed I was part of the group, a friend nothing special but after multiple ‘going away’ surprises and gifts I have come to realise that actually I do mean something to the people who mean so much to me. My friends through me a leaving party which I new nothing about and all the people dearest to me were there. One of my very best friends who obviously knows me almost better than myself has given me the most gorgeous gift, a pocket watch necklace with a picture of us both in. I know whenever I am feeling down and I see this I will just start weeping. I’m very good at creating a wall for emotion but the problem with this is that when I’m on my own it all comes out!

My second surprise was from my synchro skating friends who I met in town the other day. They blind folded me and at this point I really didn’t think I could deal with any more surprises….They produced the most intricate homemade scrap book in which each skater had made a page with memories and photos on it, this really made me well up! When I left to get the bus home some of them were crying, I held it in until I was walking down Chapel Walk when the tears came.

Even though I know I will be back it’s odd to think that the everyday things I do at the moment wont happen any more, simple things such as biking to the next village, getting the bus to town or bumping into people whilst out and about….

I AM SUPER EXCITED THOUGH :D